Life changes

Life changes, it does man...Last time I wrote here I had barely known ana, had no feelings..just an attractive girl with a nice smile.
Now she is gone, after all that we lived together she went out to live her life, to live her life. I missed her a lot lately, now Im ok, accepting my life as it was , before she arrived. Back to the dark lonely life.
She changed everything, she made me feel something...I dont think well meet in the future, I want to believe that...but man, you know how these things go...Im moving on, and in the end she will end up forgeting me.
But thats life, doesnt matter, Ill keep those memories forever...although it hurts to think that I might be losing one of the pontetial loves of my life. Forever.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwFS69nA-1w

Life

Life is good man, I realized yesterday...its all good man, no reason to be down. I have some reasons ok, but I just try to get over them...Nice night with ana again going to some cool bars.Sorted

Magic night

Yesterday I had one of the most amazing nights in utrecht. Man it was pure magic, like an AVA song... I finally got to make it out with ana that was a cool moment man shes in my top. Tomorrow ill be in S(pain) in the ass. urghhh

Btw I found out borgore was in adam tonight..how much does that suck?

ok time for action

man tomorrow, and the two days after are important ones....i realle needed a laid lately, and being in the country with the fanciest whores ever its hard...fucking hard..either you jack off or you die so time for some action...

i hope joey starts following me now

Time goes by

Here we are, in the middle of october already...time passes fast ... a lot of stuff happened lately, I did not tell Thicks visit, it was a good one, we had fun together and some hesitations regarding the fucking RLD. Man those whores...
I met 1 chick which I like called ana dutch one you know...I am trying hard on her, maybe this week is the wekk.
But the truth is that I miss my true love...she is far away and nothing to do in the moment, but she is the one for me, I am looking forward to meet her again.
Yesterday at stephis place having dinner with we had so much fun.

I love this country, this people, these girls...everything.

What can I say? Tom delonge knows it...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AlgoT65KEQ

Goldie

Mate I had one fantastic weekend with my girl.
She came to visit me which is a preety decent thing, I appreciate it.
We did basically nothing , being in my room having proper fun, I cooked her some good stuff, proper boning , we watched cartoons as well...chilling out u know? yesterday I took her to eat tapas, 32 euros mate for something that was ok but not like proper, if u know hwat i mean, u cannot serve long black stuff and call it morcilla when its clearly not...fuck off guiris, u dont know how to cook my stuff then dont open a restaurant.

Mate, I gave  her  a proper ride (no punch intended) back to the station and then she left...mate if u know me well u shall now that i cannot cry, its kind of hard for me, i don't know why, well this time ... I didnt cry neither, come on u think am a pussy?...no but yea, i was about to...man im gonna miss her, she is going to the usa for 1 year...our pahts are separating but i will never forget her.4ever in me.

Getting lost

Hi this is me again, today was a tough one, I went to class. This dutch people look a bit like retards im afraid to say, they don´t know how to calculate the fucking mean...I met a  spanish fat lady who was so fucking annoying maaaan she wanted to talk and whatsoever but i couldnt stand her , i dont hate freaks but she represented all that I hate.

Then I met an italian girl called clara in italian or something lik that, man she was lovely I gotta admit, lets say if I can bone her one day.

After I was supposed to go to the fukin beneluxlaan with my spanishs mates but I got lost on my way, didnt care though, I loved that feeling, riding my bike, listening to arcade fire... perfect moment, I just missed a number there.